Calling My Power Back Into Me

These were a series of Instagram and Facebook posts dated December 18, 2018 Two weeks after the actually healing ceremony took place.

I got the download seemingly “out of nowhere” but it actually makes a lot of sense because I was about to sit in meditation with a mentor and friend that night. “You’ve been giving yourself away,” they said. jewlery

“SHIT, I HAVE BEEN! All those discounts, all those sales, ALL THE FREEBIES! Shiiit.” I took a deep breath moment stared out my windshield blankly and somehow the numbers on the parking meter caught my eye.

“884, ha!” I said aloud to myself, “ OF COURRSEE!!” That set of numbers had been haunting me for weeks.

I looked up the Spiritual meaning and it means being in between, half way in, one foot in the door basically.

“Ha!, ok! I GET IT!, but how much do I charge? And what does that look like? How do I DO IT without over exerting myself or giving too much away again AND juggling my family?!?”

I sat and listened but nothing, it was time for me to go. 


So I went, and I sat there and our guide asked us what we wanted for the new year. It came my time to share.

“WHY I am SO AFRAID of what I WANT! WHY!! Why Have I been working SO HARD and seen nothing?! I mean I know there was more Spiritual clearing to do but WHY am I SO afraid to move forward now?!? Is this a past life thing? Because it doesn’t FEEL like mine,” I said, freaking out at my declaration and where I was internally.

“Yes, it is,” she replied and the next thing I know we were in Ceremony.

I had a dream of healing this past life that we had entered into through meditation, and realizing it WAS having me feel SO AFRAID of what I’ve been wanting BEFORE I even REALIZED that it was indeed holding me back for certain! 


Before all that, a week before this day, I had a REALLY lovely dream one night, sleeping cozily in my bed next my husband and baby, that I was a medicine man. 


It felt very #Lemurian, carrying around a basket of herbs going town to town looking to heal different communities. 


Several communities closed the door on me, thanking me but they were all ok, but finally one let me in. 


As I walked through their gates I was immediately drawn to this beautiful bright and big mountain calling to me,

welcoming me and smiling at me. 


And I as I looked into it, it was calling me home, and I had these immense feelings of deep gratitude, beauty, joy, pleasure, sensuality and success!

And my Self Worth was BEEMING as I was staring at this seeming human-like mountain. 


And then I woke up. And wondered wth that dream could possibly mean. 
So I asked my guides everyday after that to take me back to that place in my dreams so I could figure it out, but they never did. Until that day I was meditating with my mentor. 


It was horrific that time. 


I was Panicked induced and incredibly afraid and worried. 


I felt lost, alone, afraid, confused in this past life moment in time. 


Shit. Shit. Shit. As this man in this past life Ceremony, I scurried, looking,

looking, TRYING to get to the mountain is front of us… no luck… no success..

I was crying uncontrollably in real life, fear shaking me from within, getting ready to leave. 


This was a past life journey. I had to fix it. I had to correct it. I had to let him know he was ok, loved supported and that I forgave him! 


I did! Oh good lord I did!!!!! You CAN make mistakes! You ARE SAFE!! You ARE loved and SUPPORTED! And an INCREDIBLE POWERFUL HEALER YOU AREEEEE!!!!! I LOOVEEEEE YOOUUUUUUUUU SOO SOOOOO

MUUUCHHHHHHHH I sobbed and shook and cried and screamed and told him he was ok to leave. And he did.

He went into the light

Gaining My Power Back has been liberating on multiple levels

peacefully and blissfully full of love and life, happiness, tenderness, compassion and grace.

Ease was in his mind and his heart. He was saved! 
We saved him from himself. 


The torture and self imposed agony on not being able to find the herbs he needed to save his sons life. 


And He was redeeemed! 
I was redeemed! 


I was given back my power, (his power) my ease, (his ease)!my grace, (his grace) my status, (his status) my pleasure, (his pleasure) my joy, my happiness, my love, my life, my light, my peace, it’s all mine again! And His too! 


But that’s no where this story ends for me.

There’s STILL a lot of work to be done. 
NOW more than EVER people are waking up in droves needing clarity, direction, clearings, Healings etc ect 


In my own healing that day (see parts one and two of the story in my feed) I found my worth, my value, my confidence and unlocked my power and strength, gained clarity and courage. 


I am NOW moving forward with plans I set out to do earlier this year! ✨🙌💪🙏🏼💕✨👽💖💫😎 I’m brining BACK Magic Mentorship in its originality. 
I’m hosting Magic Mommies MeetUp every month to help build community together

AND I’m creating content that I think you will like that can help relate Spirituality back into your very OWN life and healing for you and your families! 


Because there are codes built into ALL of us waiting to be unleashed ONCE WE DO THE HEALING that’s available to us! 


And that requires anchoring it in. Giving it time. And blessing its very existence! 


We ALL have incredible gifts, insights, talents that we ALL could use together! This is a VERY powerful time my friends! 


And it’s my passion, purpose AND PLEASURE to be facilitating these types of Healings FOR YOU! 


So here I am. 


Standing in my power, DOING the things now. Because I’m no longer carrying around all that pain from lifetimes ago. 


Please, never hesitate to reach out to me if ANY of these things resonate, if you FEEL this deeply in your body or if you’re WANTING to gain more information for yourself on your own journey. 
We can’t do it alone.

Please stop by the website and reach out to me with your beautiful story.

Because through you we can all heal a little ourselves.

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Sat Nam.

 

 

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