What Does It Take to Break Cycles and Patterns?

Overcoming traumas and formulating our own awarenesses

I’m currently undergoing massive shifts in my own personal life.

As you know from my last few emails (get on the list here) and from my YouTube “Update” vlog and from my previous blogs (the one about realigning),

I stopped talking to my immediate family about 3 months ago.

Complete no contact. Nobody.

And what has been happening is a deep uncovering, healing and transformation from healing of traumas.

Overcoming emotional abuse and neglect.

I’m reprogramming old beliefs about myself and the world, that were SO deeply ingrained into me and now, I have fallen into Trust and Surrender once again.

I’m letting go of deep fears. What if I will never see them again? Who will love and support me? AM I EVER going to find my SOUL family? What does this mean for me and our little family? Will my daughter hate me? Or will she be able to forget?

Breaking myself open AGAIN. This is what that looks like right now:  “I NEED to open my heart in order to receive what I want. I NEED to be seen in who I AM in order to call in more of my tribe. I NEED to do this thing (which I’ll reveal soon) that will set my soul ON FIRE!!!”

And reconnecting the dots of my own soul and Spirit.

And in doing so, I’ve reclaimed most of my power back.

I’ve finally found boundaries that work for me.

I’ve found new ways to take care of myself.

I’ve found strength. Wisdom. And gentleness inside that I knew existed, but was covered up for fear of being seen. (The emotional neglect and abuse part.)

I was hiding underneath everyone else’s perceptions of me. Who I HAD to be in order to get my needs met for that amount of  time in my life.

Now, I see.

I see all the ways in which this conditioning has hurt me.

I see the ways in which my heart had to stay closed.

And in order to move forward, and really SERVE in the way I’ve been wanting,

I’ve  had to set MYSELF free!

And it took these 3 things to get there.

1) Worthiness– feeling worthy enough to receive the life I dreamed. A fun, easy going, emotionally intelligent, loving life. I had to BELIEVE with ALL of my being I was WORTH it. And I am.

2)Confidence– I had to stand STRONG in my convictions of worthiness even in the deepest darkest of times and in the thick of situations, I had to CONFIDENTLY stand up for what is TRUE for ME.

3)Self-Love– I’ve had to love ALL these unloved parts of myself. I’ve had to learn. I’ve had to SEE how my thoughts influence my reality and how I’ve played a part in EVERYTHING. I’ve had to love it. Thank it. And let it GROW. I felt WORTHY enough to do that. I felt WORTHY enough to deeply love and appreciate myself.

If I didn’t have these things, I wouldn’t have had the courage to give myself the type of FREEDOM I was looking for. The type of FEELING GOOD that I was WANTING for myself and what I wanted for us a family of three to experience on the DAILY!

And as long as I’m giving myself what I am worth, I’m GOOD. SO GOOD!!!!!!

Even in my own relationship with my husband, I can’t worry about making him happy. He has his own path to walk and if we can do it together AMAZING! STUPENDOUS!!! even.

But if I’m NOT giving myself what I am worth, then I know I will be in suffering.

I’ll fall out of alignment with my truest Self and that’s when life becomes HARD.

There multiple layers as to WHY I am so passionate about working with mothers but for the most part, it’s because I’ve been so disempowered and I have risen from the deepest of the deep, that I know what it feels like to find my own light without the love nor support of my very own family. And my mission is to reconnect us all back to that within our own conscious families. 

This has ALSO required me to let go of multiple roles and rules to life that I grew up knowing.

It was the type of program running in my head that  had me putting everyone else’s needs and wants before my own.

It was limiting behavior to keep me small and out of my own light.

Rules  like:

Like I HAD to sit still in my chair when eating

I COULDN’T let myself be silly with my child and LIKE it!

I couldn’t PLAY and be happy.

And I HAD to anticipate the needs of somebody else to make them happy (the trauma of abuse)

I HAD to walk on eggshells around everybody to ensure my physical and emotional safety

I HAD to do EVERYTHING right in order to be seen as a “good girl”! (even though there was no pleasing anybody)

But those rules no longer apply here!!!

That was  just what my brain was telling me.

I’m restructuring and reestablishing habits, emotion patterns and cycles that ACTUALLY serve me in my heart desires and moving forward into the light of my truth and SHOWING UP as my whole Self.

It’s not easy.

But I know anything is possible through Trust and Faith.

I am limitless!

And so are you.

You know, I ask myself everyday now “is this serving me? Or am I busy pleasing somebody else?”

We are hardwired  to please others. Especially as a baby.

We have to ensure our very survival.

So as an adult it can be hard to let go of those very things that kept us going and alive for all of those years, and behaviors, patterns and cycles that no longer SERVE us as we want to reconstruct and rebuild a life that we LIKE and FEELS GOOD to US!

It can be scary, hell even terrifying to establish these new ways of being.

But that’s what it’s all about.

That’s how we evolve. THAT’S how we grow.

“What do cycles and patterns look like within your family unit? How can we identify them to move forward and do the work to break them if they are no longer serving us?” You ask.

The perfect example of this is through the movie Coco.

Coco LOVES and wants to be a musician but his family has banned ANY type of music because of the relationship Coco’s great great grandfather and great great grandmother had together.

His great great grandma felt abandoned by her musician husband and when the truth was uncovered (spoiler alert) that he was murdered, they could move on and ALL live happily ever after

But UNTIL Coco came along, everyone was in the pattern and emotional cycles of NOT allowing music within the family, at the detriment of their growth as Coco came along.

We let so much of the past inform our future.

Please, let us ALL break free from that.

To learn about how we can work together on rebuilding,

or stepping into more of your own light for yourself and your conscious family, please see me here by scheduling a FREE connecting Zoom video meeting!

Or visit the YouTube Channel or learn more on the blog about how we can get started.

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Thank you so much for being here and seeing me through my own transformation.

I can’t wait to reveal more of how I’m moving forward into my light!

 

From Essential Oils to Healer: The Journey Into Vulnerability

This is a true story.

I will never forget the first time I entered into a mentorship experience for myself.

Almost immediately after I got Reiki I certified, I was in this place emotionally, mentally and physically, where I didn’t understand the energies I was working with, and the strength at which I was pulling these in was amplifying.

I felt REALLY lost, confused, overwhelmed, and I just KNEW I needed to reach out for help in working with them.

It just KEPT amplifying the more I practiced Reiki!

My healing hands got stronger with every client. I was bamboozled, mazed, in shock, and awe. Me? Why me? I would ask myself.

At that point also, I still didn’t quite understand, despite my very in tune intuition, what direct link it had to do with my parenting,

or even my relationship with my husband at the time like I do now.

But something inside of me said, Surrender, you need more help, let go, trust us.

So I did. I let go. I Surrendered into what the intuitive advice was saying to me.

Eventually, I knew what to do, when to do it, and I leapt.

Back in 2016 after I received my Reiki I Certification

I ended up buying a ticket to a three day retreat that my Essential Oils community was holding over the weekend. I KNEW I HAD to be there for some reason.

Little did I know, my first mentor would be there, none of my essential oils team was, which I was absolutely fine with, and there were a hand full of soul connections I knew I needed to make. I trusted the nudges.

I bought the ticket, booked the hotel, all on a nickels worth of money and a VERY short amount of time to commit.

I needed my husband to be there with the baby because we were still breastfeeding and couldn’t imagine leaving my then 18 month old with her daddy without me.

It would have been hard for me, but even harder for the two of them as we had never been apart at that age yet.

And something told me they had to be there too, to experience this with me.

When we checked in, I was excited!

I was ready to see what the Universe was conspiring for me, and how to navigate this experience. I was open, and I was in tune, just READY to receive.

We checked in to Room 111, got settled in, and got comfy as a family before I had to leave for the retreat mixer that evening.

Room Key 111

I got ready, anxiously said my good-byes and out the door I went.

I got lost on my way to the mixer of the first night of retreat, but that wasn’t anything and ended up having some fun, mingling and getting comfortable within this setting that I was not so comfortable in.

I was stuck in-between introducing myself as a healer, or a stay at home mommy, or an essential oils consultant, it was awkward thing for me to navigate.

But it turned out fine. I had a lot of fun that first night!

I got back early from the mixer, we ordered burgers that night, and on my way I got horribly lost which was odd because the burger joint was just down the street.

I became FURIOUS.

They gave us the wrong order, and we ended up ordering room service… they fudged everything up. That set the tone for the rest of the night….

My husband and I were anxious, out of our bodies and ready to go to sleep.

Bath time was a nightmare with our baby and we just wanted to wind down and catch some Z’s for the first official day of retreat.

It just wasn’t happening.

My baby was a total mess in this hotel room and I understood exactly why.

There were just TOO many energies coming in from the street, from above us in the other rooms, the halls ways, and anything that was left behind by cleaning ladies, visitors and god only knows what else being carried energetically in and out of that hotel space…

So not only was my baby reacting to her mommy and daddies anxious energy, she was reacting to ALL the other energies that have aid it’s place in that room.

I needed to get quiet.

My husband was so overwhelmed himself and I just didn’t know what else to do.

I diffused all the oils they said to do. I put on ALL the calming music that they recommend, and nothing. No dice. No sleeping baby.

So I meditated. HARD.

I had to “clean” sweep the room’s energies and ALL the other energies around the hotel room, above and below us.

It was SUCH a rookie of me to try and do this on my own Spiritually and energetically.

I hadn’t yet learned to invoke the help of Divine, loving energies for help. I didn’t get that quiet yet.

I exhausted myself trying to clear the room with my own Spirit, my own energies! UGH.

I will NEVER forget how tired I was the next day. Especially after going to bed very late..

But whatever I did in meditation worked, my baby fell asleep after I did my clean sweep, but I wasted every ounce of light energy I had within me doing it.

I didn’t even know how to replenish myself after that. YIKES!

So I relied on coffee the rest of the day. And tried to eat as healthful and plentiful as possible as a way of gaining back my energetic and mental strength.

I enjoyed my time at the retreat as the hours went by, absorbing up as much information as I could from these Essential Oil leaders within this community and trying to apply it to the business I was going to be leading very soon.

I was still in between.

Still very confused about everything and how it was going to work out. How was I going to enter into this mentorship and how is she going to assist me?

But I continued to Surrender into the moment.

It came to the day my then soon to be mentor would speak.

She was INCREDIBLE as always, speaking the truth, and awakening people to their own capacity. GEEZE. EVERY time I was around her it was like she UNDERSTOOD ME.

SHE could READ my mind.

SHE KNEW WHAT I was supposed to be doing. And that she did.

She gave her speech on Abundance, prosperity and money mind-set, I was there. At her level.

She did a guided meditation on our Higher Selves. I was there, at her level.

Shit, I said to myself. I HAVE to ask her for help!

So after she was done speaking, and leading the room in the Higher Self meditation where I saw myself working with energy in my Highest form, I sat in my chair and battled with myself.

“DO I ask this prolific women for help? How stupid does that sound? That sounds so weak and pathetic. What the hell do I even say?! Hey, I talk to aliens and I need your help…How CRAZY does that SOUND?!…… “

“But she understands,” a voice from “behind me” said. “Leap.”

So I leapt (again) trusting that everything will fall into place. This was the biggest place of vulnerability and nakedness I have EVER experienced in my life and remains so til this day as I had NEVER had to ask for help in this way before.

I had been too stuck on perfectionism, not needing, wanting nor accepting this kind of loving help from ANYONE before. So I leapt, and trusted that it would ALL be ok.

“OK,” so I courageously got up from my chair, marched out the door she went out of, and ran into her in the hallway….. I almost peed myself with fear.

“Can we talk privately?” I asked, “Sure,” She replied.

Mother Ship in the sky after entering into my first Mentorship

I searched around the event space where the retreat was being held to find THE MOST desolate place to have this conversation.

I let myself unload into a million pieces in her presence. She was a natural at holding this kind of space.

“I’ve been talking to aliens since I was little and ever since I got Reiki certified it’s amplified and now I have a FULL ON relationship with them healing me and the people that I work with! But now I don’t understand what’s happening I feel so lost and confused, I KNOW this is what I’m supposed to be doing, but please, just help me! I don’t know where else to go.”

It all came spewing out of me. Like a leaky faucet that had just been dripping until the screws started coming loose and it became a FULL BLOWN fire hydrant.

I was sobbing uncontrollably as if a physical release was happening, which, it was, I had been hiding that and holding that back for SO long.

“Ok, well, how do we work this out?” She replied simply.

And my body relaxed, it felt like I could breathe when I didn’t even realize I was holding my breath that intensely, my shoulders relaxed and I let out a little smile. “She saw me,” I thought to myself.

And we talked about the logistics behind her helping me learn how to work these energies, what they meant and how to bring them into a private practice.

Luckily, she had been on the market for a personal assistant and I’d be working for her in exchange for her gracious mentorship.

I trusted. I Surrendered. And I had leapt into the next greatest chapter of my life.

I transformed that very minute I started speaking to her.

I shifted the very second our conversation was done.

I Up-leveled the minute I sat back down in my chair at the retreat.

I felt a sense of peace and calmness afterwards.

I couldn’t even explain what had happened there to my husband until weeks later it was simply magical.

A star ship of confirmation for me near by ❤

And now, about a little over a year later, I’m offering the same type of reprieve to the world.

I am beyond grateful for this path of awakening and supporting magical beings in their passion and their purpose.

I’m grateful to be helping mothers tune-in and be of service to their Starseeds and their families.

I’m grateful to be shedding light on a topic that is SO taboo, but is necessary to anchor in this type of intelligence for the next steps in our collective evolution.

It fills my heart with the upmost gratitude and joy to be serving you in your journeys and your paths, wherever they want to lead you, whatever you heart songs are.

I do this because I’ve been there and know what it’s like to become and HIGHLY want to serve those who are there at the brink of change and transformation.

So if you could step into any ONE part of yourself just a LITTLE more today, if you could lean into vulnerability and ask somebody for what you NEED, what would it be? What would that look and feel like?

Comment below, I’d love to hear!

Sat Nam.Majesstik Woolman

Please stop by the website and reach out to me with your beautiful story.

Because through you we can all heal a little ourselves.

If you’re looking to find a tribe of Mommies who are experiencing the same healing, come play with us at the Magic Mommies Monthly MeetUp!

Stay connected through email newsletters for more up to date offerings and happenings.

If you’re feeling the call to work one on one with me, please visit the Healing Intensive webpage and book a FREE discovery call.

I also have fun and informative videos on energy, healing and more on my YouTube Channel.

From Essential Oils to Healer: The Journey Into Vulnerability

This is a true story.

I will never forget the first time I entered into a mentorship experience for myself.

Almost immediately after I got Reiki I certified, I was in this place emotionally, mentally and physically, where I didn’t understand the energies I was working with, and the strength at which I was pulling these in was amplifying.

I felt REALLY lost, confused, overwhelmed, and I just KNEW I needed to reach out for help in working with them.

It just KEPT amplifying the more I practiced Reiki!

My healing hands got stronger with every client. I was bamboozled, mazed, in shock, and awe. Me? Why me? I would ask myself.

At that point also, I still didn’t quite understand, despite my very in tune intuition, what direct link it had to do with my parenting,

or even my relationship with my husband at the time like I do now.

But something inside of me said, Surrender, you need more help, let go, trust us.

So I did. I let go. I Surrendered into what the intuitive advice was saying to me.

Eventually, I knew what to do, when to do it, and I leapt.

Back in 2016 after I received my Reiki I Certification

I ended up buying a ticket to a three day retreat that my Essential Oils community was holding over the weekend. I KNEW I HAD to be there for some reason.

Little did I know, my first mentor would be there, none of my essential oils team was, which I was absolutely fine with, and there were a hand full of soul connections I knew I needed to make. I trusted the nudges.

I bought the ticket, booked the hotel, all on a nickels worth of money and a VERY short amount of time to commit.

I needed my husband to be there with the baby because we were still breastfeeding and couldn’t imagine leaving my then 18 month old with her daddy without me.

It would have been hard for me, but even harder for the two of them as we had never been apart at that age yet.

And something told me they had to be there too, to experience this with me.

When we checked in, I was excited!

I was ready to see what the Universe was conspiring for me, and how to navigate this experience. I was open, and I was in tune, just READY to receive.

We checked in to Room 111, got settled in, and got comfy as a family before I had to leave for the retreat mixer that evening.

Room Key 111

I got ready, anxiously said my good-byes and out the door I went.

I got lost on my way to the mixer of the first night of retreat, but that wasn’t anything and ended up having some fun, mingling and getting comfortable within this setting that I was not so comfortable in.

I was stuck in-between introducing myself as a healer, or a stay at home mommy, or an essential oils consultant, it was awkward thing for me to navigate.

But it turned out fine. I had a lot of fun that first night!

I got back early from the mixer, we ordered burgers that night, and on my way I got horribly lost which was odd because the burger joint was just down the street.

I became FURIOUS.

They gave us the wrong order, and we ended up ordering room service… they fudged everything up. That set the tone for the rest of the night….

My husband and I were anxious, out of our bodies and ready to go to sleep.

Bath time was a nightmare with our baby and we just wanted to wind down and catch some Z’s for the first official day of retreat.

It just wasn’t happening.

My baby was a total mess in this hotel room and I understood exactly why.

There were just TOO many energies coming in from the street, from above us in the other rooms, the halls ways, and anything that was left behind by cleaning ladies, visitors and god only knows what else being carried energetically in and out of that hotel space…

So not only was my baby reacting to her mommy and daddies anxious energy, she was reacting to ALL the other energies that have aid it’s place in that room.

I needed to get quiet.

My husband was so overwhelmed himself and I just didn’t know what else to do.

I diffused all the oils they said to do. I put on ALL the calming music that they recommend, and nothing. No dice. No sleeping baby.

So I meditated. HARD.

I had to “clean” sweep the room’s energies and ALL the other energies around the hotel room, above and below us.

It was SUCH a rookie of me to try and do this on my own Spiritually and energetically.

I hadn’t yet learned to invoke the help of Divine, loving energies for help. I didn’t get that quiet yet.

I exhausted myself trying to clear the room with my own Spirit, my own energies! UGH.

I will NEVER forget how tired I was the next day. Especially after going to bed very late..

But whatever I did in meditation worked, my baby fell asleep after I did my clean sweep, but I wasted every ounce of light energy I had within me doing it.

I didn’t even know how to replenish myself after that. YIKES!

So I relied on coffee the rest of the day. And tried to eat as healthful and plentiful as possible as a way of gaining back my energetic and mental strength.

I enjoyed my time at the retreat as the hours went by, absorbing up as much information as I could from these Essential Oil leaders within this community and trying to apply it to the business I was going to be leading very soon.

I was still in between.

Still very confused about everything and how it was going to work out. How was I going to enter into this mentorship and how is she going to assist me?

But I continued to Surrender into the moment.

It came to the day my then soon to be mentor would speak.

She was INCREDIBLE as always, speaking the truth, and awakening people to their own capacity. GEEZE. EVERY time I was around her it was like she UNDERSTOOD ME.

SHE could READ my mind.

SHE KNEW WHAT I was supposed to be doing. And that she did.

She gave her speech on Abundance, prosperity and money mind-set, I was there. At her level.

She did a guided meditation on our Higher Selves. I was there, at her level.

Shit, I said to myself. I HAVE to ask her for help!

So after she was done speaking, and leading the room in the Higher Self meditation where I saw myself working with energy in my Highest form, I sat in my chair and battled with myself.

“DO I ask this prolific women for help? How stupid does that sound? That sounds so weak and pathetic. What the hell do I even say?! Hey, I talk to aliens and I need your help…How CRAZY does that SOUND?!…… “

“But she understands,” a voice from “behind me” said. “Leap.”

So I leapt (again) trusting that everything will fall into place. This was the biggest place of vulnerability and nakedness I have EVER experienced in my life and remains so til this day as I had NEVER had to ask for help in this way before.

I had been too stuck on perfectionism, not needing, wanting nor accepting this kind of loving help from ANYONE before. So I leapt, and trusted that it would ALL be ok.

“OK,” so I courageously got up from my chair, marched out the door she went out of, and ran into her in the hallway….. I almost peed myself with fear.

“Can we talk privately?” I asked, “Sure,” She replied.

Mother Ship in the sky after entering into my first Mentorship

I searched around the event space where the retreat was being held to find THE MOST desolate place to have this conversation.

I let myself unload into a million pieces in her presence. She was a natural at holding this kind of space.

“I’ve been talking to aliens since I was little and ever since I got Reiki certified it’s amplified and now I have a FULL ON relationship with them healing me and the people that I work with! But now I don’t understand what’s happening I feel so lost and confused, I KNOW this is what I’m supposed to be doing, but please, just help me! I don’t know where else to go.”

It all came spewing out of me. Like a leaky faucet that had just been dripping until the screws started coming loose and it became a FULL BLOWN fire hydrant.

I was sobbing uncontrollably as if a physical release was happening, which, it was, I had been hiding that and holding that back for SO long.

“Ok, well, how do we work this out?” She replied simply.

And my body relaxed, it felt like I could breathe when I didn’t even realize I was holding my breath that intensely, my shoulders relaxed and I let out a little smile. “She saw me,” I thought to myself.

And we talked about the logistics behind her helping me learn how to work these energies, what they meant and how to bring them into a private practice.

Luckily, she had been on the market for a personal assistant and I’d be working for her in exchange for her gracious mentorship.

I trusted. I Surrendered. And I had leapt into the next greatest chapter of my life.

I transformed that very minute I started speaking to her.

I shifted the very second our conversation was done.

I Up-leveled the minute I sat back down in my chair at the retreat.

I felt a sense of peace and calmness afterwards.

I couldn’t even explain what had happened there to my husband until weeks later it was simply magical.

A star ship of confirmation for me near by ❤

And now, about a little over a year later, I’m offering the same type of reprieve to the world.

I am beyond grateful for this path of awakening and supporting magical beings in their passion and their purpose.

I’m grateful to be helping mothers tune-in and be of service to their Starseeds and their families.

I’m grateful to be shedding light on a topic that is SO taboo, but is necessary to anchor in this type of intelligence for the next steps in our collective evolution.

It fills my heart with the upmost gratitude and joy to be serving you in your journeys and your paths, wherever they want to lead you, whatever you heart songs are.

I do this because I’ve been there and know what it’s like to become and HIGHLY want to serve those who are there at the brink of change and transformation.

So if you could step into any ONE part of yourself just a LITTLE more today, if you could lean into vulnerability and ask somebody for what you NEED, what would it be? What would that look and feel like?

Comment below, I’d love to hear!

Sat Nam.Majesstik Woolman

Please stop by the website and reach out to me with your beautiful story.

Because through you we can all heal a little ourselves.

If you’re looking to find a tribe of Mommies who are experiencing the same healing, come play with us at the Magic Mommies Monthly MeetUp!

Stay connected through email newsletters for more up to date offerings and happenings.

If you’re feeling the call to work one on one with me, please visit the Healing Intensive webpage and book a FREE discovery call.

I also have fun and informative videos on energy, healing and more on my YouTube Channel.

More on My Mission For Healing

What does Chakra Healing have to do with being a mommy? And why consider healing through the chakras yourself?


After the first year of being a mother, losing my best-friend and feeling so lost, to OWN that I am a Highly Sensitive, and intuitive as shit, that I am indeed a

Spiritual Being in a human body , to be comfortable with who my daughter was,

giving her her needs and tuning into what her cries were trying to telling me.


I had to get comfortable in my role as a Healer before

I could show her that she too was capable of being powerful in her gifts,

and that what she was experiencing was ok, and that her presence was everything.

We just needed to use our tools and take better care of ourselves emotionally, physically and psychically.


I stepped into my power,

she feels more comfortable in who she is, (powerful YouTube video on this)

my husband feels more confident too, and then we ALL thrive.

It’s a domino effect.

The work I do on myself FIRST has a direct impact on everyone else around me.

I give people permission to GROW.

What does this have to do with YOUR children?

Well, it may mean everything for you too.

When I was little they just labeled me as “weird”,

“too sensitive” and discounted all of the intuitive things I would say and do.

It was painful to be misunderstood and it made me angry and upset a lot of the times.

From the outside I looked like a shy, calm, introverted child.

Elementary school was awkward.

Middle School was more of the same.

And High School it was a wrap, I was hidden and way too deep in sadness to care about anything,

let alone myself.

I deflected a lot of attention by being goofy and a clown but deep down I just wanted to run and hide.

I wasn’t comfortable being in my body so I would look for any emotional escape.

Healing The Generations

Looking back, if my parents better understood themselves,

especially my father as he is a very intuitive, it would have made ALL the difference in the WORLD.

I wouldn’t have had ALL of these layers to strip away as an adult.

I would have been comfortable and confident in who I am,

and been able to be powerful in my own right from a VERY young age.

Could you imagine that? A world where our children don’t have to hide their precious gifts and they can just be seen in ALL their glory?

What type of impact would that have made to you in YOUR life

if your parents were confident, empowered and working their light out into the world?

I bet it would mean a lot.

and I bet your child is begging you to do this very thing RIGHT NOW.

Why I love The Work That I Do

Nobody talks about these things. Let alone in children.


So I became small, I hid.

I didn’t wanna speak. I didn’t wanna shine.

If I did, not only was I afraid of the environment around me for other reasons,

but it also made me stand out, and always was followed by, “your weird.”

And that hurt as a sensitive, empathetic being.


Even in a Catholic pre-school I LOVED the stories,

but stood off by myself most of the time out of fear of being “seen”.
I didn’t want the other kids to know my thoughts and feelings

about these ideas they were trying to teach us in the church even though

I wanted to scream out loud, “ BUT GOD LOVES US NO MATTER WHAT!”


And “WHY WOULD GOD CONDEMN ME IF HE MADE US ALL GOOD AND HOLY TO BEGIN WITH?

AND CREATED everything!?! It Doesn’t make SENSE! HE WANTS US TO HAVE FUN!”


But the stories were great. I loved those. But to me, they always had a deeper meaning and a Lighter Truth.

I seek to work with mothers because they are the ones MOST closely caring for, and shaping the minds of our future generation!

Mama, you have SO much to offer your babe through your very own Being!!

By you shining your light you give EVERYONE permission to do the same, whether you are aware of it or NOT!

By YOU just being authentically and ORGANICALLY YOU

have the power to create CHANGE.

ALL the change we wish to see in this world.

My absolute motivating quote to the work that I do is this

“If we don’t take care of these babies we will not survive as a species”

Marianne Williamson Super Soul Sunday

And what I believe she means by that, is she’s calling out for Mothers to HEAL THEMSELVES, to love, honor and inspire our babies to do the same.

and by doing that, we create the ripple in the Universe and all around us for more of the same.

I know that if my father was allowed to follow his imagination

more through out his schooldays without being labeled,

without attaching any meaning to who he was authentically,

(a dyslexic hyoer aware little light being)

he would be an incredible inventor and innovator at the very LEAST!

He was one of the first in the 70’s to use fiber glass in body shop in High School.

He has incredible vision and foresight that could be put

to use in so many aspects of our life, possibly eve change the way we do math , but he was deemed “crazy” early on by his teachers and from those around his being. Nobody understood him.

And as a sensitive, empathic man, and being that wears on a person

that believes so much in what they have and knows their very own TRUTH.

Why I LOVE the healing work that I do is because when we heal ourselves,

we release ourselves of these constructs that society so often puts on us and accidentally forces us into,

and we become Light again, just the very day we were BORN.

We become Spiritually aware of everything around us.

Everything comes ALIVE with feeling and sensuality.

You become the change and the reason we all thrive!

And to me, that’s AMAZING!!

You’re amazing!

Thank you for being here and opening to the possibilities!

Now what?

So mamas, men, sisters, brothers, what would Chakra and Shamanic Healing do for you in your life?

What avenue of possibility can this take you down?

In what way can we open you up to more of your own light?

And how can you get started healing yourself to embody MORE of who you ACTUALLY ARE? That star light star bright you wish to be again.

I’d love to hear.

Please stop by the website and reach out to me with your beautiful story.

Because through you we can all heal a little ourselves.

If you’re wanting to find a tribe of other Mommies who are experiencing the same healing, come play with us at the Magic Mommies Monthly MeetUp!

February 2019 begins the first EVER 6 Week Healing Intensive to embody more of your own light if you’re feeling called to do this thing!

We’re at a critical mass point in our evolution, and we NEED you and your light.

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Sat Nam.

Majesstik Woolman

How Motherhood Healed Me

2 years of being a stay at home mom and I feel a deep shift occurring in the way we do life. And it’s such a shame as I just settled into Stay at home mommy-dom. Cherish it, it goes by fast!

I was ACTUALLY being ok with being a full time mommy.

Mia at 6 months old

I spent the first year of my child’s life completely bewildered honestly. Like what, in, the actual HELL is happening and WHY do I feel SO RESTLESS!

I had no clue.

Even though I CHOSE to stay at home with my daughter, and I LOVED being with her, there was so much existential pressure, and I had A LOT to learn about myself.

I felt SO much PRESSURE to deliver income from home when all I REALLY wanted to do was hold, cuddle and be with my baby but my radars were SCREAMING, “MAKE MONEY NOW!”.

I just couldn’t relax. As if I was doing something WRONG.

I also couldn’t figure out why my baby hated the car, she DID NOT like being in her baby swing or put down in ANY artificial mechanism for that matter and definitely DID NOT wanna leave my boob or the comfort of my arms at any time.


And that was ALL so intense and overwhelming as I did NOT grow up in a cuddly, snuggly household growing up and as an adult, I actually couldn’t stand being very close to anybody physically for long periods of time. Not even my husband then.

I LOVED her, don’t get me wrong, but I didn’t understand her. Or the way I wanted to BE a mother.

My IDEA of her, and who she actually WAS were SO different.
And I didn’t know it.

I didn’t even know HOW I wanted to mother her until we were forced out on our own, into a our own space, in this weird in-between space and things started getting crazy.

She taught me about me.

Mia at One Year

My baby FORCED me to understand her, and myself for that matter.

I couldn’t STAND another 3 hour tantrum before bedtime!

This is just who she is, they’d say.

And you could FEEL the color leave my face.

How could this BE!!!!!??
There HAS to be something WRONG with her.

I had to get bitch slapped in the face by a child occupational therapy evaluation that said everything was fine.

She was SMART. THE GIRL IS SMART.

Nothing wrong there.

SO WHY was my baby seemingly in horrific PAIN all of the time?! What’s WRONG with her?!

“Wait a minute, shit!” I remember saying to myself.

“I sound like MY MOTHER!” Gasp! “There’s something wrong with ME! NOOOO!” My world spiraled down. I wasn’t perfect.

And that’s where it all started.

My own healing. My own willingness to flip the script inside of my head of who I WANTED my child to be vs. who she actually is and loving ALL of her in that. But first it started with loving ME.


And it’s transformed me and it continues to transform me as a mother, wife, and as a friend.

I’ve HAD to look harder at myself if I wanted a healthy, loving relationship like I always dreamed of between me and my baby and if I wanted to cultivate and intimate, loving relationship with her throughout life.

I had to FIND myself in order to understand her and her needs.

I’ve had to OWN my gifts, OWN my power, and STEP IN SO far without a choice as I KNOW this all will help me help her.

Through my work I can help and facilitate healing for me and my family as there is still SO much I do not understand about my baby and myself for that matter.

But I’ve HAD to LOVE myself SO deeply before I could tend to her needs, and I had to LISTEN to myself and what she was saying to me through HER feelings.

I had to listen SO deeply in a way I never felt I could before because I was buried so deep in thoughts, my worries, my pains and my “perfection”.

The way she always smiled at her Tia Jeannie

I wasn’t hearing her correctly.

SHE was me.

It was me that was a mess all along.

Motherhood healed me. And I’m happy I listened.

I’m happy I’m still growing, and embracing all the imperfections along the way.

This is the messiest business I’ve ever been in. And I’m grateful for it.

It’s forever humbling, and sometimes very rewarding.

What are your feelings about Motherhood? How has motherhood shaped you?

Are you afraid of being a mother?

I’d love to know how you feel.

Please join me and other incredible mothers as we navigate this together.

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Sat Nam.

Majesstik